i think i have good friends.

hmmm. really good ones. everyone's been trying to comfort me, regardless being fierce or friendly. just a different way of caring from different people.
makes me think. a lot. be it darryl in his i don't care about you but offers you a shoulder to cry on. be it szy being very fierce and say just focus on the future. be it gary being a very nice big bro and listen to me talk the whole night. be it cherie janet stella cheryl encouraging me. wow thanks people. makes me feel loved.

i think i'm a pathetic loser

all my friends promote why can't i?